I had this nightmare,
about this girl,
her life
was in a whirl.

The one who always wanted a boy,
her father
"Just a weak little girl"
he'd regret that comment.

She cried herself to sleep,
years and years to pass,
until "mom and dad's"
personality's clashed

A fight,
a scream,
poor girl,
just a dream.

Life went on,
yes it kept going,
she keeps it secret,
no one knowing.
Or at least all of it.

She isn't a baby,
never complains.
Just states facts,
carves them in your brain.

Only cries when she has to,
maybe twice a year,
if your really really lucky,
she might shed ten tears.

She just waited,
for a love story.
To fit in with the emo kids.

Now wouldn't that be KOOL?!
It happened once,
a true heartbreak.
now she knew it was all true,
she didn't want to be emo.

Once she lost one,
the next slipped away,
she wanted to keep them now,
but they wouldn't stay.

She was used abused,
It made her harder and harder,
she was made to stone,
it had carved her.

She moved towns,
lost another love,
shes oh so tough
she'll never give up.

Battle her,
I saw her fight,
she didn't care if she bled,
to her, bloods bright.

No she doesn't feel it.
Throw another punch!
Pain just doesn't maim her..
they heard her face crunch
"JUST THROW ANOTHER PUNCH!"

She didn't care she just stood,
taking the greed.
Until they tired,
she truly made them bleed.

she never really tires,
Heart cold,
no love.
very bold.

Believes what she believes.
Stereotypes must die;
or I'll kill them.
Everyone must cry,
its the best part of a lie.

She takes pain like no mortal,
she hates all that look her way,
that poor troubled soul,
what made her this way?

She could still be happy,
really see?
Just look this way,
look at me!

I wake up to see,
this isn't a fucking dream,
its all me.

Thank god,
I learned to love.
only one
I'll tell you why.
I represent.

I represent love.
What it came from.
Where its going.
When its altered.
I'm all knowing

When its played.
When its broken.
When its smashed.

Love will kill you,
eventually.
Not your physical self,
but you emotionally.

Yes. Emotional.
The core word for emo,
but babe thats just the start
watch out for me I'll break your heart

Call me lovely-

With me in your heart.
You never had a chance.